Tell Me Your Secrets I Got Here by Myself (Season 1, Episode 5)
TV-14
TV Episode | 45 min | Crime, Drama, Mystery

Tell Me Your Secrets

I Got Here by Myself (Season 1, Episode 5)

TV-14

TV Episode | 45 min | Crime, Drama, Mystery

Emma arrives in Minnesota. She retrieves a photograph of a couple and an address from a lockup of Esther's. The address takes her to a house in which a four year old girl plays and as Emma secretly comes face to face with the girl we see ...See moreEmma arrives in Minnesota. She retrieves a photograph of a couple and an address from a lockup of Esther's. The address takes her to a house in which a four year old girl plays and as Emma secretly comes face to face with the girl we see they have the same unusually colour eyes, one blue one brown. This girl is her daughter, Freja. This is the secret Esther has kept. Pete and John attend Esther's funeral to wait for Emma who doesn't show. Emma and Pete confront each other over their suspicions of what the other has done and reach a new accord. Pete explains away the photograph and the eerie items in the storm shelter and there is renewed trust between them. Emma is forced to make an agonising decision - to leave her daughter in Minnesota and to try and win her back through completing her rehabilitation. Pete promises he will support her and piece back the memories she can't unlock from before Freya's birth. Mary rocked by guilt at what she's done loses herself in illicit sex with her younger lover but cannot escape what she's become. A murderer. John begins to exert a new control over her, secretly knowing what she did to Esther. When Mary chastises John for the failure of his plan to find Karen he drops chilling hints about his past. It leads Mary to discover a traumatic rape for which John has never been caught. Realising he has lied to her about the extent of his crimes Mary is driven to find her own protection against John. Rose hurt at Emma's abandonment goes to the cabin to take comfort in this space of Emma's. Instead she finds evidence of Emma's relationship with Tom and the truth about her former identity: Karen Miller. John's meticulous research on Karen sees him spot the telltale sign of her presence at Esher's grave and it leads him finally to her. But instead of alerting Mary, John keeps this secret and we sense he's going rogue and is on his own dark path. See less

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21 cast members

Name	Known for
Lily Rabe Emma Hall / Karen Miller Emma Hall / Karen Miller See fewer	Miss Stevens (2016)
Enrique Murciano Pete Guillory Pete Guillory See fewer	Without a Trace (2002)
Chiara Aurelia Rose Lord Rose Lord See fewer	Luckiest Girl Alive (2022)
Hamish Linklater John Tyler John Tyler See fewer	The Big Short (2015)
Amy Brenneman Mary Barlow Mary Barlow See fewer	Judging Amy (1999)
Richard Thomas Bodie Lord Bodie Lord See fewer	The Waltons (1972)
Marque Richardson Tom Johnston Tom Johnston See fewer	Dear White People (2014)
Deanna Dunagan Esther Moses Esther Moses See fewer	The Visit (I) (2015)
Chase Stokes Adam Adam See fewer	Outer Banks (2020)
Chelle Ramos Andrea Black Andrea Black See fewer	Outer Banks (2020)
Jade Fernandez Saleswoman Saleswoman See fewer	Deep Water (I) (2022)
Sophie Marie White Mourner Mourner See fewer	Chicago Med (2015)
Lenita Harris Mother Mother See fewer	Project Power (2020)
Adelynn Spoon Freya Freya See fewer	Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 3 (2023)
Dango Nu Yen Salesman Salesman See fewer	Mile 22 (2018)
Nastassia Johnson Server 1 Server 1 See fewer	Holidate (2020)
Enrique Abada Server 2 Server 2 See fewer	NCIS: New Orleans (2014)
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Michelle L. Clarke Conference Attendee (uncredited) Conference Attendee (uncredited) See fewer	All the King's Men (2006)
Gordon Dexheimer Clothing Store Employee (uncredited) Clothing Store Employee (uncredited) See fewer	Music to My Ears (2006)
Joshua Gotte Kissing Couple (uncredited) Kissing Couple (uncredited) See fewer	Catnado (2022)